You know what? This quarter it seems like I have not been able to accomplish ANYTHING I put my mind to ( Read more... )

Well San Diego wasn't a total bust, but man do I wish I didn't stay in this dump with this bitch. Too much drama to get into, but if I go anywhere on vacation again I will be paying for a hotel ( Read more... )

Why is finding the right person always come bittersweet ( Read more... )

School stress never stops. I seem to always let it over run me... this is getting really frustrating. The ONLY reason I am freaking out right now is because I have to wait until Monday. I'm freaking out that my credits wont transfer and that my tuition due to EvCC will hold up getting my degree transferred over. What if that's why I am sophomore ( Read more... )

For a while now I have noticed a pattern in my work place. There will be waves of when my coworkers do their job wonderfully, and waves where they are down-right neglectful; not only to their duties but most importantly to the kids. There is no reason anyone should be in childcare and spending more then 30 seconds glancing at their phone to either ( Read more... )

I've picked up some bad habits lately. But I am decidedly quitting smoking (again), since I don't want to be fiending in Germany and also don't want my lungs to shit out ( Read more... )

I should never have committed to Germany. Now, no matter what I will owe over 2k for the trip...whether or not I go ( Read more... )

I had a dream that Gavin was brought back to life by some new medical technique they could use on small children who hadn't died of a medical condition. I came to work and he was playing the Wii with Aidan and Lynda was just smiling so happy. I started crying and just grabbed Gavin instantly telling him I've missed him so much. He just smiled at me ( Read more... )

I've gained 8lbs in the last two weeks. That is unhealthy even by fluctuating pre-period weight standards. It's not even the time for me to bloat up in numbers so I know it's been the drinking and stress-eating ( Read more... )

Hey again LJ, I've been using you and xanga a lot lately. But that's mostly because when I am here in my room...alone... I feel like this is the best way to cope with the creeping thoughts ( Read more... )